adieu blueberry.
my shine is still here. the thing you said you already lost, is here. it's all i have. i'm gonna keep it, for someone else, or next someone else, or next next someone else. for THE ONE.
even now i know the reason you want me to hate you, i still cant. i dont blame anything, just feel pity for you. promise me you're gonna be happy anyway.
sometimes i feel i'm so pathetic, i'm such a loser. i screwed up everything directly or indirectly when i didnt mean all of those. i'm just childlike, i'm too young for that. there's no time machine or regret drugs however.
it is reasonable you got her cos i cant be by your side. when you block me on facebook i know it's the ending, i lose you finally. all i can do is just move on, bravely with my shine. and my tree on my neck will protect me. it's my belief, my faith.
adieu blueberry.